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2009-12-20T11:52:00.001+08:00

Havent blog for quite sometimes due to my busy work schedule and problematic computer . Finally off day for me after continuosly working for 2week plus . Sweet had his bike on the 5th of this month . Was planning to go bugis but on the way to fetch me he met with an accident . Luckily he doesnt hurt himself too serious . Still , my heart ache .
Well , with sweet for the 4th month . The hard times & the sweet times we've been thru . without you , my life wouldnt be wonderful .ii know you been by my side all the while , this is enuff to make me smile (: iiLovesU !

2009-11-18T22:22:00.004+08:00

Nothing seems to goes well again . this feeling is reallly sucks . But no one seems to care even my parents . They just totally ignore without giving me a helping hand . Neither thinking of any friends . ii have neglected almost all of them . Wanna find a friends to share prob , but nahhs , ii dunch know who to find . Guess it imptance wouldnt be present til the time ii really need someone with me .
Sweet , when it comes to times you're unhappy for what ii did , ur actions words really hurt me . Just like throwing my heart from the highest point to way deep down . you the only one who care for me like no one else would . Can says my motivation for doing every single stuff . But ii'm feeling more sad when you treated me the way ii wouldnt want it . Guess ii must be too rely on you . Never get to notice it til when something really happened . You do have ur probs too , ii hope ii could help or share it with you , but not adding burden to it . But ii dunch seems could help you much . No matter what , ii will always be there with you facing every single probs alright (: Your mood are just like my mirror . ii dunch wanna see you stress abt this & that . ii'd never seems to show , but ii really felt hurt seeing you behaving this way . How ii hope ii could did a little to make you smile !):

2009-11-15T22:16:00.002+08:00

Havent blog for abt 2weeks . Many stuff going on for me . Busy working as usual . Not forgetting meeting my sweet everyday without fail (: Had my hair dye last week . New set of contact lens . Had a nice meal at Newyork newyork with sweet & his bro . Not forgetting my shopping trip on last sun . Went bugis with sweet , joseph & weiren . Spending $1oo+ on 3tees,2shorts & 1coat . And we Had steamboat for dinner . Good news that sweet had actually pass his tp on the 11th . Spending almost all my pay til now , life isnt better for me again for the coming 2weeks=/ broke broke broke . it seems hard for me to save up . Tmr it's 3month with sweet . Another month passes again . GREAT !=D What ii really want is seeing you happy ! (: ii'm really bless having you. No one could ever replace you in my heart . Powerhouse last night . Happy birthday Joseph .

2009-11-01T22:23:00.013+08:00

Spending halloween at powehouse this year (: Meet sweet & weiren at lot1 . Having dinner at longjohn , shop ard , arcade games & taken sm pics . Bus to vivo and all the way during the journey sweet & weiren was crapping nonsense ! yes , it's irritating and ii get irritated . None stop til we reach our destination . Can imagine how long iszit ? the weather was sucks ! Slippery was wet & ii couldnt find any dryer to dry it . Waited til 9pm go in ph . was there til 11plus and go off teckwhye with sweet , weiren , joseph , jonathan & his bro . hm with sweet after that . Finally off today after working for abt 2weeks . Cos ii'm exhuasted ! Manage to get a good slp . Acc sweet to cc for balls & having breakfast with joseph tgt before that . Cab hm at 5plus . Back to work tmr again . Gonna tahan for 1weeks again to another off day . shall update again soon !
my lovely sweet (:

it looks funny ! =D

with geradine & sofia (:

D.J.W . LOL

joseph's teeth . HAHAHAHA ! unglam norrs . but guess he wouldnt mind . Cos he let me take this pic . LOL

weiren's ang gongong face !

2009-10-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

Havent been blog for sometimes . Sweet wanted me to blog and so ii blog (: Nothing much going on for me . As usual working & meeting sweet . Seeing calender for this month , its finally one month working at my current job . Cant wait to take my pay on the coming month . Was planning shopping stuff & many more with sweets . Guess coming days for me wil be getting better (:
Well , last few days had a tiff with sweet . or shall ii says a war ? doesnt know what comes on me . my mood just wasnt right . throwing temper & having fucking attitude . seriously ii'm feeling hurt seeing sweet that way . ii'm Bad instead ? Harsh words was out , afterall ii've regretted seriously . Not going to says , but let my effort shows . you really mean alot to me . ii wil treasure you like you do (: having you its enuff (=

2009-10-19T08:34:00.006+08:00

Havent been update a proper post for quite sometimes . recently was busy working and meeting up with sweet . Sacrifice much of my time at work . No shopping for me or even using my com that often like ii use to. 6days work is making me crazy . couldnt have enuff slp almost everyday . But well , MONEY ! Life wouldnt be beautiful neither wil be happy without it . ii'm aiming to earn more money to make my life gets better (: as well as sweet life . not gg to let it be like now.
16octo9 ... it's two months with sweet ! (:
Meet sweet in the evening after work . Headed to bugis to had our dinner at siam kitchen . Bugis street to shop then arcade for games . a simple happy two months out with sweet it bring a smile upon (: counting on to the next month .. stil , ii lovesU =D

17octo9...
Ph tonight ! it has been long since last went . train down with sweet , alex & weiren . had our dinner at vivo then to ph . all awhile taking kuku pics of sweet & weiren before going in ph . so unglam & funny . LOL . as usual so packed inside ph . Was tired and cab home ard 2plus .
sweet(:
weiren (:

alex(:

sylvia & sofia (:

sylvia(:

sweet(:

sylvia , sofia , geradine (:

hugs ! (:

2009-10-16T00:00:00.003+08:00

TWO months with sweet (:
it seems a great month ! .. though there's quarrel btwn us , but still it doesnt affect us in any ways. in fact our relationship turn up to be much stronger than before . ii lovesU ! HuGS

2009-10-04T02:25:00.001+08:00

We're getting better each day ! Zero quarrels (: Thank God ! He has changes to be much more understanding . Of cos as usual dote on me tons and by my side making me smile (: ii just wanna be ur shadow , not going to leave you. No matter what difficulties we're going to face in times to come , ii just wanna share the joy & sorrow with you (: loves !

Pics taken while we're having our dinner at AJISEN just now .. <3
<3>

mine (:

sweet(:

it's kind of fish ?

fried tofu .

soft shell crab .

ending my day smiling (:

2009-10-02T03:43:00.004+08:00

Meeting sweet as usual and indeed he'd never failed being sweet always & make my day SMILE(: ii'm feeling bless with him <3
Receive a msq . Never tot that it could be something negatives. well , ii think it's time ii should dial down the negatives & make room for the positives . Guess things aint going the right way . Yes ! it's abt FRIENDSHIP . ii'm not strong to deal regarding this. One by one , disappointed ! but ii knew there're stil some good ones ard with me . ii'm glad !(:
Changed blog song . ii love the lyrius ❤

There's nothing I could say to you
nothing I could ever do to make you see
what you mean to me

all the pain the tears I cried
stil you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time ii'll never let you go

(chorus)
(and)I wil be
all that you want
and get myself together
cause you keep me from far apart
all my life
i'll be with you forever
to get through the day
and make everything okay

~cause without you
i cant sleep
i'm not gonna ever ever let you leave
you're all i've got
you're all i want
yeah

and without you
i dont know
what i'd do
i can never ever live a day without you
here with me,
do you see ,
you're all i need~

I thought that i had everything
I dont know what life could bring
But now i see
Honestly

You're the one thing i got right
The only one i let inside
now i can breathe
cause you're here with me

and if i let you down
i'll turn it all around
cause i would never let you go

2009-10-01T00:22:00.004+08:00

<3
Bugis with sweet just now (: he was on leave and nice of him to accompany me walk ard the whole bugis street & junction to search for a job . in the end ask for more than 5 , all gonna wait for calls . ii'm praying hard to get a flexible timing ones . if not time with sweet will be getting lesser ): which ii dunch hope so . Right now everything with sweet is on the right track(: how ii hope we could continue this way ...

2009-09-27T23:39:00.006+08:00

Went out with sweet today (: Looking forward to catch the movie phobia2 . but ended up,Sigh=/ so we walk from town to bugis and to suntec . played some games at arcade . And yes , ii admit ii'm lousy . Everything lose to sweet ): but it's FUN ! (: Rah & kailin joining us at late evening and we had our dinner tgt & train hm (: all day long ii'm happy with sweet (:

Silly Sweet ! (:
again and again , it's really going to end ):
trying to save this relationships , without giving us up . that's what you've done .
ii'm glad that we're alright now(: if not ii wil regret if this day were to comes .
ii'm just silly enuff , doesnt appreciate what you've done . But Tendency to feel unhappy abt every little small things and pissing you off for umpteen times . Forgive me for my sillyness & selfishness for not caring abt ur feeling sweet! *sorry*=(

me & rah (:

me & kailin (:

2009-09-26T16:23:00.002+08:00

God had given me what ii deserve to have . But iszit just all this ? or there're stil more in times to come ? ii'm greedy ! ii hope god could give me the best . but ii knew it's impossible . Everything comes in effort. that's how life rolls . But what ii'm satisfy with , ii hope all this could remains and never ever leaves me . no matter my loves one , or my friends(:

bad luck !

2009-09-24T06:53:00.002+08:00

Things aint going well for me .. =/ Was kana caught ystd ! saying it out wil only make others think that ii'm stupid for doing that . but what has been done is done ! no point regretting now . can only pray hard that nth happen. sorry to make you guys worry .
Relationship with sweetheart is another ): Sigh .. ii'm the one , who to blame if it ended . seriously ii din dote on you pretty well . you're just too good for me and ii'd always let you down . ii'm sorry ! ):

2009-09-22T23:45:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SERENE KEAI !!! (:

funny ! LOL You just brighten my days & make me smile ! <3

2009-09-20T00:50:00.008+08:00

ii'm feeling totally sucks now ! Things are turning up just not it supposed to be ): seriously fucked up with my life . getting so irritated !
ii'm missing you ):
though sorry is not what you wanna hear , but ii promise you that as time goes by , ii wil try my best to change ! (: show the effort ii've put in & the imptance of you to me . ii'm not gonna leave you ! hugs

2009-09-17T23:15:00.007+08:00

15septo9 ..
meeting rah to far east .
bought a tee for sweetheart and having our dinner tgt.
train back to meet sweetheart afterthat !(:
Thanks gurl for accompany me out inspite you're falling sick (:
recover soon !

pics taken ...

160909 ...

ONE MONTH BEING TGT WITH SWEET<3

but it seems that we're tgt for longer than that ;p

it brings a smile upon .. having you by my side & the happy moments we've spend tgt(:

just wanna say ii loves U (:

you will always have me by ur side ! HUGS

he's now botak ! HAHAHA .. and the hair looks just like rambutan . LOL
ii'm not that bad ar , posting ur ugly pics . HAHAHA !

2009-09-14T02:03:00.004+08:00

As usual meeting up with sweetheart everyday (: and what ii can say is ii ustd him even more now . HAHAHA ;p feeling good each time with him around . it's more than enuff for me (: ❤loving him lots . but he loves to irrtate me=/ *irritating can !* for this coming week cannot get to meet up with him for 2days . sobsob ): and iit's time ii gotta find a job soon ! any intro ?
sm recent stuff for update ..
last thurs 1osept ..
meeting up with rah , daevon , kailin , april & shawn at bugis. Havent been meeting up with them for quite smtimes . and yeapps , as usual having fun out with them . especially rah . LOL . making noise all along .. shopping is stil loves by me !(: sweetheart joining us for dinner !(: he bought me a dress treating me dinner etc .. spending quite a lot . afterall , enjoyable days(: meet up soon for shopping gurls:D

daevon , me , kailin & rah (:

Powerhouse on 12sept09 !

gossip gurls around ..

fighting cases happening ..

fucker drunken !

my sweetheart (:

me , sweetheart & jurrel (:

photo credit to grace ! (:

2009-09-08T00:19:00.009+08:00

Out with sweetheart almost everyday without fail . Slacking ard , k-ing , eating etc ..
being a sweet bf all along .. ii'm feeling so bless ! (:
ii miss mac shaker fries ! ):
so many things happened recently .
and ii'm just pissed to hear from others what you've bad mouth behind my butt ! SHIT YOU !

geraldine birthday bbq (:

powerhouse on sat ! (:

ii dunch even rmb when ii took this pic . LOL

ii loves him <3

2009-09-03T15:39:00.000+08:00

Out with lao a to meet rah at town ystd(:
we went pomo , then to cathay ..
sweetheart joining us and we had our dinner at austons .
thanks gurl for the treat ! (:
then cab to marina square ..
thanks gurl for the sweet melody !=)

2009-09-01T00:44:00.004+08:00

pic with sofia (:
powerhouse on sat29aug09 ...
without talking the whole night . *voiceless* :S

prayhard everything be fine for sweetheart ! <3

2009-08-28T10:57:00.000+08:00

Out to meet sweetheart & lao a in the evening on wed.
Chili crab , oat prawn & kang kong vege for dinner .
Cine for kbox afterthat .
sweetheart bought me a piece of tiramisu cake , $6.5o .
Expensive seh :S sweet of him ! loves ! (:
i'm voiceless ! *cough cough cough* ):HATE IT !

ii've let you down ):

2009-08-26T06:18:00.001+08:00

My fucking words just hurt you ..
i'm sorry i didnt mean it ):
you're not naive but i'm silly ..
you means alot to me and i couldnt afford to lose you !
i need you seriously! ):

2009-08-24T23:52:00.002+08:00

<3 ...
meet sweetheart in the evening ..
Mac for shakerfries , sundae , lemontea , ...
to his cousin hse ..
black cab hm . super ex !!! *faint*

2009-08-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

Meet sweetheart to powerhouse ystd . As usual , he vomit . Gonna take care of him !!! ...
But he take care of me too lahh . hahahas ! sweet of him .. loves !(: ii'm a guai kia today ! lols . stay at home the whole day (: whereas sweetheart went to meet jurrel they all ..

2009-08-21T01:58:00.003+08:00

sweetheart rotting at home . hahaas !
evening went to meet lao a at jurong point(:
crystal jade for dinner ! (:
catch a movie 'the last house on the left' at 915pm ! thanks gurl(:
you've help me a lot . much appreciate! (:

2009-08-20T18:02:00.001+08:00

15aug ..
powerhouse with sofia,dickson & their friends .
sweet loves send me hm in the morning(:
16aug ..
cck with lao a . catch the movie 'where got ghost' .
super funny ! =D thanks gurl for all the treat(:
17aug ..
lao a pick me up at my plc to east coast for cycling .
to parkway shop & ii've bought a slippery .
bus to je then imm . went to meet sweetheart after that .
acc him to yew tee to meet his friends . then walk to cck to meet lao a(:
slack til morning at playground & hm .
18aug ..
meeting sweetheart !
19aug ..
meeting sweetheart !

2009-08-15T02:42:00.008+08:00

13aug ..
evening to the doctor with lao a . waited for almost abt an hour to her turn=/ guess what ? we bought seng bao =D haven eaten it for a long time . hahaas . decided to walk to jp . but halfway & cab down . Cos too far . wanted to catch a movie , too bad we reach there the movie started 5min . arrqqhhhh .. so we went new york new york for our dinner . thanks gurl for the treat(: again walk to her hse . and yeapps , ii did really enjoy walking with you gurl(: slacking ard there & cab hm .
*sm pic being taken without noticing .

her poor finger =/

root beer float (:

gurl's (:

mine (:

didnt meet tricia for quite smtimes . out with her for job interview just nw . then to eunos factory for my pay =x bus to far east & we eaten our lunch there before shopping ard . in the end bought a bottom skirt & a sunglasses and so my pay all gone =S walk to ps shop ard & train hm . meet gurl at my plc after that . slacking ard & chatting .

*ii'm not feeling good ): but what can ii do to make things better for me ? sigh='(

2009-08-13T14:01:00.002+08:00

Out to meet lao a in the evening at lot one ystd . walking ard the whole shopping mall & out of the building to pasar malam . bought tako balls , malay youtiao & cupcorn . off seated at the block opp lot one building . then a naughty cat keeps looking at us . left the plc and as usual we walk again . this time to my hse , total of abt 44ooM to reach . *faint* walking pass my previous workplc & saw the china gurl . =.= slacking a while & hm .
the naughty cat ! meow meow ~

eating the corn .

2009-08-08T00:50:00.007+08:00

wed , 5aug
meet up with kailin to the previous factory for our pay . then meet up with lao a (: had our lunch at jp mac . walk ard & cab to east coast for cycling (: the weather doesnt seems to be good . but luckily it doesnt rain after we reach there . cycle for 2hrs and disturbing some mimi . lols . catch soft toy & headed to parkway after that . walk ard and bought sm snacks . boarded bus to je . as usual from there walk hm tgt to my plc . thanks gurl for everythq (: much appreciated !
the weather at east coast ..

me with lao a (:

the doraemon for her (:

and the carebear (:

the sweet melody . thanks gurl .

out with tricia for factory interview the following day . but fuck lahh , for sm reasons we din manage to go . then bus to tamp to meet shawn . had mee sua & drinks at basement then for a movie . we went to watch UP (3d) , then train hm . meet up with lao a for prata (: then mac shaker fries . walking to her hse after that . it takes abt 2hrs . then chatted til 4plus & cab hm (:

* feeling so tired . but what shld ii do ? ):

ii need friends , who can share prob .

who can trust .

who can help me out .

not been feeling good recently ! ii have many thoughts running thru my mind .

but how shld ii say it ? blah blah blah ....

treasure what ii have ! and ii'm bless if ii could remain what ii hope for .